i woke up in the middle of the night again.
same as the time before.
it wasn’t until i blinked through all-too-familiar tears
and looked down at the bottom right-hand corner of my screen
that i realized there were two new numbers there: five one.
it’s may first.
it’s a new day and a new month.
but in order to embrace the new and even-better, we have to let go of the old.
so goodbye, april.